This morning, my friends and I were chatting when one of us asked something about our university newspaper.
(Nonverbatim)
Friend 1: Why is there a lot of empty spaces in here?
Me: Maybe you should write for them so that those spaces are filled?
Friend 2 (looks at me): Why don’t YOU write for them? You’re the one who writes stories!
M: No, I don’t think my works aren’t good enough.
F1: You’re belittling yourself too much. Look at your blog!
F2: Yeah, those stories you wrote. Or you could write about love (I shook my head). That’s something they’ll wait every issue.
No, I don’t want to write for the university paper.
Well, back in high school, I enrolled in a journalism class (aka the school paper). At that I did it because I loved to write (and partly because it exempted me from taking the TLE class).
It was fun, meeting students from different sections (some were already my friends). We had our break time while majority of my batchmates were having classes. We spent them playing, chatting or just doing nothing.
The hardest part, I found out, is writing under pressure. You had deadlines to meet (and failure to meet them delays, if not derails, the publication of the newspaper).
And I’m the sort of person who writes when I feel like to do so.
So there’s a battle of wills: on one side, there is the will to write articles in time while on the other side is the will to delay writing, so as not to end up with a piece of junk.
In the end, I managed to publish one article (a news feature about a scientific exploration). I could’ve published another (a short story) if I wasn’t lazy enough to revise it in time.
I’m not dissing anyone here. I’m just saying that I’m not the type of writer that couldn’t be bound by deadlines that newspapers require. That’s the other reason why.
Oh, and that short story. I think I should post it here sometime.